A fan's right to day dream

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For me, as a football fan, one of it's biggest attractions is the right it gives me to day dream. Being a football fan is the last proper chance I have to tune out from the realities of work, family, mortgage, recession and everything else in my life. Even with planning my holidays, I always have one eye on the holiday fund jar in the press over the fridge.

With football, I will happily spend hours out of my week thinking about how many goals our strikers will score, about being one place higher in the league come Monday, about who we will sign in January or August, about who will start the game on Saturday... I love the feeling of anticipation I get on the day of a game.

For me, the Wigan cup game was the last straw in terms of me losing this ability to daydream. As this season had gone on, we had played poorer and poorer football. Our tactics were becoming the same old predictable one-dimensional ones. Our manager was resorting back to his conservative fearful self. Our board yet again failed to provide any type of meaningful investment in the January window.

The overall display against Wigan just left me with a horrible sense of realism in terms of where the club is at. There was nothing that I could pick out that would have given me the opportunity to daydream and fantasize. The season, with over a quarter of its league games left to play, was over.

For me, this was the worst crime that the club could have inflicted upon me as a fan. Then came Saturday's performance and result. I hadn't even kept an ear out for the score while the game was on. I was expecting us to be badly beaten and only checked the score at the end of the game because the internet was open on my brother's computer...

Suddenly, I was thinking about the Arsenal game and about how a result there would see us leapfrog them and envigorate the rest of our season. I actually felt great for a couple of hours. But then I thought that we will turn up against Stoke first and be absolutely dreadful.

I have spent part of this afternoon reading all of the post Man City game match reports, articles and posts and I'm not as convinced as many of the other fans. Yes, the game gave me a lift and yes, I am daring to daydream a little. But I think that it will take more than one game and one performance to fully draw me back in to full-on fantasyland mode.

Kieran Fitzgerald, Dublin     Posted 18/03/2013 at 16:00:41

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Andy Crooks
549 Posted 19/03/2013 at 00:43:32
Kieran, I enjoyed that post. You show the complete madness that supporting Everton brings. Hate them, love them and next year we will be millionaires. Just one quibble, as an Irishman you have neglected to mention the advantage that Duffy would bring to the team against Stoke. No doubt you will correct it later in the thread.
Lee Courtliff
552 Posted 19/03/2013 at 01:08:31
I felt the same.

All of a sudden I thought we can catch Spurs.

Then I thought, "Lee, stop being a twat, we will fuck it up. Again!"

But then I thought, "Maybe, just maybe..."

23 years and I still haven't learned.

Tony I'Anson
554 Posted 19/03/2013 at 02:57:19
Great post. In the words of MLK "I have a dream..."

That's Martin Luther King, not Michael Kenrick. ;-)

James Fletcher
562 Posted 19/03/2013 at 08:10:24
Got two separate bets with people in my office that we will finish above Arsenal and Spurs (These were made when we were above them!) so I'm happy to say that I'm a dreamer too!
Phil Walling
570 Posted 19/03/2013 at 09:18:00
I don`t allow myself to dream because I've learned to fear the waking. That`s why my investment with Ladbroke's was on us finishing 6/7th. Because we usually do.

Of course,I shall be happy to lose that bet -but only if we better those positions. >Somehow I think my money's safe!

James Cadwaladr
572 Posted 19/03/2013 at 09:30:00
4 massive games - Spurs, Arsenal, Liverpool and Chelsea. If we take 9/10 points from those and with our game in hand over Spurs I think we will finish in the top 4.

Yes its a big if. But after this weekend, the motivation is there. Hopefully the focus at Finch Farm about forgetting what has gone before (silly losses, poor performances, the managers contract) and making sure we get the most from this mini league and mini season.

Maybe, just maybe.

Sam Hoare
573 Posted 19/03/2013 at 09:33:30
Hope is a terrifying thing but without it what's the point?

I could not disagree with Phil's bet but then that small naive part of me thinks that we must be due some good results at the likes of Chelsea, Arsenal and the RS and none of them look invincible.

I can see us getting right back in the mix with a result against Stoke and maybe even beating Spurs to then see it all go wrong again, culminating in a horrific derby display....urrgh, shudder.

Barry Rathbone
574 Posted 19/03/2013 at 09:07:07
Great post Kieran it's why I can't be doing with all the fear and negativity that props up the keep Moyes campaign - no-one ever says keep him to fulfill our dreams.

Quite the opposite just a bizarre addiction to a nightmare of trophy humiliation and servility at certain clubs, it's virtually a sexual deviancy - I reckon some of these fellas go into Goodison wearing a bra under their overalls.

Graham Mockford
580 Posted 19/03/2013 at 09:48:40
Barry,

Your first paragraph is very insightful however I notice you revert to form in the second. If you can't really dream of actually winning things then supporting your team becomes a pretty depressing experience.

We are in a sort of purgatory stuck in that place between the Top 4 and those sides consistently fighting relegation. It is to David Moyes's credit he has got us there given what we endured in the previous years. A team that consistently performs well but is not quite good enough to break into Champions League football.

However, is that enough? It is fairly clear that we have found our level under Moyes. Yes, there is an outside choice of a Top 4 finish this year but I think we all know deep down, given the fixtures remaining, that it is a long shot. But should we not, that will be seven consecutive seasons finishing between 5th and 8th. And for me that should be the time David Moyes calls it a day.

That brings some big risks — we could even get relegated if it went really badly — but do we just want to keep treading water in no-man's land? David Moyes has built a team in his own image based on his footballing philosophy and it has worked to a point. But only a change in philosophy and approach can ultimately change things for the better.

I understand the financial constraints any manager of this club has to work under but if we use that as a reason that we can't make the step then we may as well just give up hope.

David Moyes has served this club well, some of the abuse he gets is quite frankly disgraceful but if the end of the season sees us outside of the Top 4 then to my mind the time for change has arrived.

Mike Gwyer
581 Posted 19/03/2013 at 10:19:00

Yep and then post match you start reading the Sunday papers, looking at the league table with a sort of half smile, and the day dreaming kicks in big time. You start predicting the results for the next fixtures - Everton always winning, teams around the blues somehow always losing. Hey, I thought Fulham were a cert to win at Spurs. Just goes to show that once the blue blinkers are on you can throw caution to the wind. Problem is the blue blinkers stay on for a lifetime and rest assured, Everton will never fail to let you down. The number of accumulators I have had turned over by the blues is no joke.


Tony J Williams
584 Posted 19/03/2013 at 10:44:07
There is no fear from me regarding Moyes staying/going, I am just not of the mind that this new magical manager will do that much better than Moyes.

He will have the same staff, the same lack of resources and unfortunately (there it is again) the same board. he will probably also have lost one of our better players when Fellaini goes to whoever he can get a contract with.

I just hope it's not Martinez, but if he does come, he will get my support and no doubt I will be called a Martinex Apologist when I try and suggest that maybe our players have to shoulder some of the blame too when we have a bad result...... like 9-1 against Spurs...or 4-0 at home to Liverpool, or 4-0 at home and away to Man U etc

Kevin Tully
587 Posted 19/03/2013 at 11:09:33
Agree Tony, I don't think Martinez would be a step up from Moyes. Maybe if he was finishing 11/12th with this Wigan side, you may say there was a great manager waiting for the right team. Too many relegation battles for me to even consider him.

Would fit our Boards profile down to the ground - a safe bet to keep us around the top ten places.

Just taken a look at the latest odds for a top 4 finish to cheer us up - The tricky blues generally 11/1 with the dark side @ 22's.

Kieran Fitzgerald
588 Posted 19/03/2013 at 11:10:12
Graham and Tony J, part of the appeal of seeing a new manager come in is that you start to imagine a whole new set of day dreams. As fans, we won't necessarily allow ourselves to see the new manager's faults. Their faults may nag away at the back of our brains but we always will allow ourselves the chance to imagine what the new manager may achieve.

With Toffeeweb, part of what sets it apart from other similar sites is the fact that we don't always allow the day dreams and fantasies to completely take over. If we did, we would all just read the OS. What has been a criticism is what has kept so many of us coming back to the site. In a way it doesn't make any sense and it does contradict my submission above. But in other ways, I think that acknowledging the realistic is what makes the positive results, the new player, the higher league position at 5pm on a Saturday all the more enjoyable as a day dream.

Barry Rathbone
592 Posted 19/03/2013 at 11:17:54
Tony J, you've been infected by 11 years of "knife to a gunfight" not being able to dream even after the dead hand of Moyes has been removed from the tiller is sad indeed.

Just out of interest have you ever been to Goodison in your work clothes?...

Nick Entwistle
595 Posted 19/03/2013 at 11:28:49
Are you in the same boat, Barry? Unable to look at the league table and dream? I'm not dreaming though, I just view it a possibility that top4 is achievable.

How far into the season do we have to get before that number of points behind the CL perennials reflects a sign of quality?

Spurs fans were laying into AVB on talksport, blaming the good performances on Bale. Blaming! Liverpool lose to Southampton, Arsenal still less points than a win away and Chelsea still doing their best to destroy their own season.

Since when did form, good form have to be about winning each and every game? We win, we lose, so to other teams around us. At this late stage, with that dour tactically inept manager in charge we're a game in hand from being three points of CL.

We don't even have a Bale to blame on that one.

Brendan McLaughlin
596 Posted 19/03/2013 at 11:29:44
"full-on fantasyland mode"
Is that a spelling error Kieran? I'm assuming that should have read "full-on fantasyland MOB"
Tony J Williams
598 Posted 19/03/2013 at 11:37:08
Not at all Barry, I just don't see how a new manager will make Ossie hit all his shots like the one on Saturday, how he will make Jags not twat the ball upfield, how he will make Pienaar not fall over/do a stupid flick, Fellaini to stay, possibly Baines.

Yes I have gone to a match in my work clothes on a mid week night game, what difference does that make?

Kevin Tully
600 Posted 19/03/2013 at 12:12:15
Whooooshhhh.....
Robbie Shields
604 Posted 19/03/2013 at 12:17:56
Tony #598, it's pretty simple really, as the Manager/Coach you simply say to Jags "Listen son, if you hoof the ball upfield needlessly I'll get a message out to you, and if you do it a second time I'll drag your arse off the pitch, you understand"

Rocket science this ain't it.

PS, Osman's shot was a miss-kick and if you can't see that it explains everything.

Tony J Williams
606 Posted 19/03/2013 at 12:25:36
It's as simple as that isn't it Robbie? You, off, then you turn around and think................Fuck, who am I going to replace him with?.

Robbie, it explains a lot that you want to detract from Ossie a cracking goal, like the one he hit against Larrissa, I bet you think he fluked that too!..... better yet that mazey run against Sunderland, jammy as fuck that one too.

Mis-kick? — some posters just cannot give any credit to their boo boys, can they?

Brian Harrison
607 Posted 19/03/2013 at 12:19:52
Seems all posts always return somehow to David Moyes, and differing views on his tenure at Everton. Some posters are saying he has to go then state that it could mean we get relegated, others suggest we shouldn't fear the unknown.

I well remember Charlton fans on 606 saying Curbishley had taken them as far as he could and it was time for a change of manager, a bit like some of our fans are saying about Moyes. Charlton were 10th in the Premier League at that point how they would still love to be in the top 10 of the Premier League.

Look, I accept that if Moyes decides to leave we will have no choice but to find another manager, but I can't think that there is anyone out there who I could see keeping us in the top 6. I know some fans say we should not consider 6th as an achievement but with the same net spend with a new manager I will not be surprised if we end up like Charlton fans wishing we had kept the manager who during his 11 years has had us constantly in the top 6/7.

Steve Pugh
610 Posted 19/03/2013 at 12:39:03
Barry, do you even understand the knife to a gunfight quote, or have you decided to forget what Moyes was really saying and adopt your own interpretation.

For those of you who can't remember he was talking about how the resources of a club like ours compared to a club like City is like taking a knife to a gunfight. If you are to win you have to out smart and out wit your much better equipped opponent. Well guess what, David Moyes took his knife to the gunfight and that knife out ran, out fought and out thought the big guns of Mancini.

Ross Edwards
614 Posted 19/03/2013 at 13:07:52
I agree, I dream that Mourinho was manager and that we had Messi, Ronaldo, Bale and a rich Arab in charge, with Moyes in the bottom half with Schalke, with us winning the double for 3 years on the trot, Liverpool finishing bottom and going into administration and League Two within 5 years, but then I woke up and realised we had a drama queen with a net worth of about 50p and a manager who doesn't know what the word 'attack' means.
Gareth Davies
622 Posted 19/03/2013 at 13:45:13
Steve @ 610.
Nice to see that some fans can actually see and hear what is said without changing it to suit thier own personal vendetta against the manager. You must feel lonely at times on this site. So many Moyes haters want him hung, for making us dream again. Madness.
Robbie Shields
758 Posted 19/03/2013 at 21:17:23
Brian #607, didn't Arsenal get rid of Rioch when they finished 6th (ish) to get some unknown guy from Japan who they believed had the right footballing philosophy? That didn't work out too bad did it.

Tony #606, replace him with Duffy, you know, that young defender who did really well,when he got a few games earlier in the season. Regarding the Osman goal, it was a cracker, just that it didn't go where he intended that's all, no crime, just don't try and make it out to be something it wasn't, that's all, I think the phrase is 'keep it real'.

I can't remember the Larissa goal, but I do remember the Sunderland one, they all backed off and not one player tried to tackle him, it was a good run don't get me wrong, funny that he only managed to do that when we were 4 or 5 up at home towards the end of the game (if I remember correctly).

Any more jems you can think of from the past 12 years, perhaps away at Arsenal, Liverpool, United, Chelsea, you know, any of the games where he bossed the midfield and showed them exactly why he should have been playing for England all those years ago?

Brendan McLaughlin
762 Posted 19/03/2013 at 21:33:21
Too right, Robbie (#758),

The "unknown" Wenger who had previously won the French league with Monaco in his debut season.

Sean Patton
766 Posted 19/03/2013 at 21:48:58
Comparing the 4th most successful team in English League football history with Charlton is like comparing One Direction to The Beatles, this is Everton you know not Yeovil Town.
Tony J Williams
786 Posted 19/03/2013 at 23:31:13
Get in there Robbie, the young lad who had two games last season.....yeah get him on, that'll show em.

Why am I not surprised you can't remember Ossies goal against Larrissa? Probably his best ever.....then trying to belittle his goal against Sunderland.

The lad has scored fifty goals. So I am guessing there would be a few more decent ones in there.

Gareth Davies
788 Posted 19/03/2013 at 23:42:10
Ossie scored an amazing flick header from the edge of the box. It was one of the best headers I have seen. He scores some good goals, but to be honest his shooting is generally poor. When he scored on Saturday, my first thought was wow what a screamer, he must have miss-hit it cos he normally duffs it like a back pass!!!
Robbie Shields
790 Posted 20/03/2013 at 00:06:50
50 goals... aye, didn't realize he'd scored that many, TBH. That works out at what, 4 per season from midfield? How did I ever doubt his contributions over the years?

Look, I like Osman as a football player, technically very good, but so are some of those guys you see juggling balls at shows; he's just too slow, lightweight and never ever bosses a game. Take it by the scruff of the neck, drive the team on etc. etc.

I think he would would have been absolutely perfect for Barcelona (I'm being serious here), just not the EPL and the Mighty Blues. Then again, IF we'd had a midfield general and played Osman in the gap, as the attacking midfielder, like Clough or Beardsley, I think he'd have been something else. Play to his strengths, not square pegs in round holes — doesn't work.

Andy Crooks
796 Posted 20/03/2013 at 00:43:15
If Messi had scored Osman's goal it would be acclaimed. It was a fucking cracking goal and I can't believe that anyone could see it differently. Timing and skill.
Steve Carse
824 Posted 20/03/2013 at 10:23:14
No-one smacking a ball first time from 30 yards knows precisely where it's going to end up. So, like everyone else, Osman hit it in a way that he'd have known was going to swerve the ball to the keeper's right, and then just hoped. That's all you can ask for. To then denigrate it as a miskick and a fluke is ridiculous. It was a deliberate use of the outside of the boot and certainly no miskick.

If it was a miskick, it would have to go down as the greatest miskicked goal in the history of football. Either way, worthy of acclaim!

Iain Johnston
906 Posted 20/03/2013 at 20:00:04
Mmm Ozzies was a miss kick, Jellies was a deflection... Who gives a fuck!.. Remember Le Tissiers goal against Newcastle?, that was miss kicked too..
Kevin Sheedys scissor kick against Coton? Another goal that was ignored.

Come on lads, we beat the champions with ten men, lets enjoy it cos we know what the Stoke game will be like.

Paul Andrews
922 Posted 20/03/2013 at 22:08:53
The Everton sickness is alive and well. Delusional as ever. David has never, repeat, NEVER, won a league game at Arsenal... Chelsea... Liverpool. But he will win at two of the grounds to get us CL football this year?

Let me spell it out for you. He has not got the bottle to go to the above grounds and play the football required to get 3 points.

Gavin McGarvey
924 Posted 20/03/2013 at 22:20:07
Personally I think the Stoke game is the key and then the match away to Sunderland too. I think we might well do okay in those tricky away games. Certainly there'll be a lot of pressure on Tottenham, Arsenal, Liverpool and Chelsea to get results in those games. We should be able to use that to our advantage.

Normally we mess up in the games you think we'd win, and this season we've struggled against the more physical sides. If we can win a few games in a row, I'd be surprised if most Evertonians weren't getting carried away despite the all too hard lessons of previous experience etc...

Iain Johnston
939 Posted 21/03/2013 at 03:16:06
Gavin#924, I agree.
Beating Stoke is the key, give us a bit of momentum. I think Spurs are jittery and,having Fellaini and Pienaar suspended for two of them may just do us a favour fitness wise. Chelsea could have 3rd sorted by the time we go there so you never know I can also see Arsenal finishing ahead of Spurs, their run in is the easiest of the top seven
Dave White
058 Posted 21/03/2013 at 21:24:58
If it had been Ronaldo or Van Persie who scored that goal ask yourself if you would be saying it was a miss hit... give the boy some credit or don't say anything, but don't take the piss.

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